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  The incident took place in Cheshire Street, which is just off Vallance Road, in Bethnal Green, where we lived. I had a mate called Alf who was about nine. He used to help the local bread van driver by starting up his engine and helping to pack the racks of the van with loaves of bread, and generally being a ‘gofer’. The Van driver used to pay him a few pence a week.

  One day Alf said to me, ‘Would you like to come for a ride in the van?’ We climbed up into the front of the cab and Alf turned on the ignition. I thought we were going to wait for the driver to come back, so that he could drive. But, just for a laugh, Alf put the van into gear, not realizing that the van might move. In fact, it shot backwards at great speed and hit an air-raid shelter which was situated directly behind the van. I could hear loud screams. Alf and I hurriedly jumped out and ran around to the back of the van. There we saw the awful sight of a little boy with his head smashed in. He was crushed between the van and the air-raid shelter. There was blood everywhere and a small crowd was already beginning to gather. I realized immediately that the boy was dead. The screams we had heard came from other children who had seen the accident.

  Alf and I ran off in terror, even though it had been an accident and Alf had not meant to hurt the child. He didn’t even know the kid had been standing there. The van driver came to see us and told us we were never to say that it was Alf who started up the van – or else he, the van driver, would lose his job and his pension. Alf and I were eventually called as witnesses at the inquest at Poplar Town Hall and we admitted that Alf had been messing about with the gears – but not that he had started the vehicle. The inquest recorded a verdict of accidental death. But all these years later I still despise the van driver for putting himself and his pension before the truth – therefore preventing the dead boy’s family from making any claim for compensation against the bread company, which they might have done if they had known that the driver was paying Alf to start his van.

  The final irony is that the dead boy was a twin – he had a twin sister who was known to me and Ron.

  This incident is still my saddest memory of all.

  I was born at eight o’clock at night on 24 October 1933, in Stene Street, Hoxton, in London’s East End. It’s a depressing area of grey streets just outside the City, along the Hackney Road. Some of the poorest houses and people in England were to be found there, and our family was among them. My twin brother, Ron, came into the world ten minutes later. We had an older brother called Charles. My mum was called Violet and my dad was called Charles, though everybody called him Charlie, just like they do my older brother now.

  I don’t remember too much about Hoxton, except that my mum was very unhappy there. She wanted to move to Bethnal Green to be nearer her own mum and dad. Bethnal Green was only half a mile away from Hoxton but it was regarded as a better-class place to live. I don’t know why, because there were as many people dying from malnutrition in Bethnal Green as in Hoxton.

  When Ron and I were about six we moved to a house in Vallance Road, just off the Bethnal Green Road, which is a main road through Bethnal Green. It was number 178. It wasn’t a palace. In fact, let’s not mince words, it was a dump. It was the second house in a terrace of four, there was no bathroom and the lavatory was in the tiny backyard.

  All day and all night trains would go roaring past the end of our yard, on their way in and out of Liverpool Street Station, one of the busiest stations in London. The noise was unbelievable. The housing was poor, the people were poor, although the area was full of pubs and the pubs always seemed to be busy. It was not a pretty place to live. There were a lot of viaducts, covered in soot, near where we lived. There were no green fields, of course, not even any grass to speak of. Even the trees looked bare and worn out.

  We moved there just before the Second World War, and when war broke out it was a dangerous place to live because the Germans dropped so many bombs on that part of London. By the time the war was over, the Germans had destroyed 10,000 homes in Bethnal Green alone. Where we used to live was known as Deserters’ Corner, because so many of the men who lived around there had deserted from the army or had ignored their call-up papers. The police and the army were always coming round looking for them, but the streets were like rabbit warrens and they didn’t often catch anyone. In any case, they would only come looking for deserters in the daytime because it was too dangerous for them to be on the streets of Bethnal Green at night. I tell you, it was a tough area. There was a lot of drinking and a lot of fighting.

  I’ll never forget the funerals. More would be spent on a man’s funeral than he could ever have earned in a year alive. We were bloody poor and times were really hard, and yet I’ve got happy memories of my childhood.

  We were wicked little bastards, really, always getting into scraps with other kids and sometimes with each other. Right from early on, when we were just nippers, we had a gang in our street and we used to have brick battles with kids from other streets. We loved to fight, Ron and I. Maybe it was because we came from a family of fighters, maybe because we were brought up in an area full of fighting men. I don’t know. But a lot of people, over the years, have asked me what motivated Ron and me, what drove us on. Well, a lot of it was that we loved to fight, not necessarily to hurt other blokes, but just to fight. Even in later years, when money and power became our motivation, it was still a good scrap that we enjoyed most.

  Maybe it is something to do with our surname, Kray. That K on the front makes it sound aggressive – much more than if we’d been called Gray. Maybe it’s also something to do with the fact that we are identical twins. We were always telepathic, right from when we were toddlers. If one of us was happy or crying or wanted to go to the toilet, the other would be the same. If one of us was hurt, the other would start to cry, even if he was in another room. We could somehow communicate feelings to each other without even talking – we still can. Twins are special, particularly identical twins. Only three or four births in every thousand produce them. I read somewhere that a German doctor had done a lot of research into twins and he had discovered that a lot of identical twins turned to crime. And if one twin did something, the other would automatically follow.

  The big influence in Ron’s and my life was our mother. We loved her very much. Every morning I used to listen from my bedroom window to my mother singing in the backyard at Vallance Road, while she did her washing and hung it out on the clothesline. She had a beautiful, sweet voice and I used to enjoy listening to her sing ‘Somewhere over the Rainbow’ and ‘White Cliffs of Dover’.

  She was the kindest woman in the world. She never hit us – not even when we’d been right little bastards. And whenever any of the neighbours or the mother of some kid we’d bashed up complained about us, she’d always say, ‘What, my twins? Never!’ The thing was, she meant it. She thought the sun shone out of Ron and me.

  Although I believe I was really destined to be a boxer – I know I was good enough to be a pro – someone or something – and maybe it was me – changed my destiny. I became a gangster, a villain, instead, and, by Christ, I’ve paid a hell of a price for it.

  We came from a family of fighters. My grandad on my mum’s side was a marvellous character. His name was John Lee, but they called him the Southpaw Cannonball because he could hit so hard, particularly with his left hand. Even when he was an old man he loved to punch an old mattress slung over the clothesline in the backyard. He used to sit Ron and me on his knee and tell us stories of the East End and its great fighters.

  It was Grandad Lee who gave me my love of boxing. After listening to his stories, I would sometimes wake in the early hours of the morning. My bedroom overlooked the railway yard and I used to listen to the different sounds that came from the yard. They were like music in my ears. The sounds of horns in the distance, the guards’ whistles, and the shunting of trucks. I would lie in my bed and imagine that one day I would follow in the footsteps of the great Jack Dempsey, who was known as the Manassa Mauler. He was the former heavywei
ght champion of the world, and at the start of his career as a fighter he was a hobo.

  My dad, in those days, was nearly always on the run, usually from the army but also occasionally from the police. He was a small, dapper little bloke who, before the war, had been a pesterer – he’d travel round the better-class areas trying to persuade people to sell him their nicknacks, bits of gold and silver, even clothing, which he would then resell for a profit. He was very good at it. He wasn’t a fighting man, like the rest of the men in the family, but he was a hell of a drinker.

  When the war began dad was ordered to report to the Tower of London, but he didn’t fancy being in the army, so he did a bunk. He changed his name and for the next twelve years he was on the trot. They caught him once, but even then he managed to escape from Woolwich Barracks in north London. During his years on the run it was difficult for him to make a proper living so he would occasionally have to resort to a bit of thieving and the like. The police tried to nail him a few times but he was too wily for them.

  My dad being away meant a hell of a lot of responsibility for our mother, but she did brilliantly. She kept the family together, she kept us clothed and fed, though how she did it I’ll never know. When our dad was away we were happy with our mum, but when he occasionally came back we were quite a happy little family. My dad had a lot of good ways. He would always polish our shoes and his own at night-time. And he always used to make sure the house was bolted, front and back, every night, although only a real prat would have tried to break into 178 Vallance Road.

  When we were little kids we used to sell bundles of firewood around the streets of the East End to bring a bit more money into the house. Sometimes, when we were really skint, my mother would go to a pawn shop in the Bethnal Green Road and pawn what little bits of jewellery she had, tiny bits of gold or silver which she was saving for a rainy day, and Ron, Charlie and I would be really happy because we could buy something to eat. We would say to our mum, ‘Well done, Mum.’ And she would give us her lovely, warm smile. I’ll never forget her smile.

  During the war, when the air-raid siren would sound, our poor mother would grab our hands and drag us off to the air-raid shelter. She was terrified, not for herself, but in case any of us got hurt. I’ll always remember the glare of the huge searchlights roaming the skies looking for German planes. They were just like huge torches. And the shrapnel falling from the sky, splattering the building walls. And the crying. And the hunger. And hiding in the railway arches near our home, and when the bombs stopped, the clatter of the train wheels in motion. And the dozens of other families who used to cower in those arches as well.

  My grandfather, John Lee, would put on a little variety show in the arches just to amuse us all. Part of his act was to lick a white-hot poker. He explained to me that if the poker had been red-hot instead of white-hot, it would have burned his tongue off. He could also balance on top of a pile of bottles which were placed in tiers to form a sort of wall. He was incredible. Characters like him don’t exist any more. Rough characters, yes, tough characters, yes, but real men.

  We were eleven when the war ended and we started going to Daniel Street School, which is now called Daneford School, just a few streets from our home. One morning at school I got into a fight with a boy bigger and older than me. He blacked my eye and I knew then that, even if I was a good scrapper, I still didn’t know enough about the techniques of boxing. I told my older brother Charlie, who by then was in the navy and starting to win a few navy boxing titles, and he said he would teach me to box properly. Ron said he’d like to learn as well. Mum let us have one of the bedrooms as a sparring room and Charlie got a navy kitbag which we stuffed and used as a punchbag, suspended from the ceiling. We used a meat hook to attach it to the floor.

  Charlie was great. He would spar with us for hours at a time and teach us many boxing tricks and techniques. All the local kids used to come to our home-made gym and some of them later turned professional, like the Gill brothers, the Nicholsons and Charlie Page. We had some great times – perhaps the best times of our whole lives.

  One time I was sparring with a boy and he caught his head on the concrete fireplace and knocked himself out. Another time, Ron Gill was afraid to hit a Sikh kid called Zoobla in case he knocked his turban off.

  But then came the first time Ron and I ever stepped into a real boxing ring. There was a fair at a local park and it had an attraction called Stewart’s Boxing Booth. There were some really tough fighters on the stand with names like Buster Osbourne, Steve Osbourne and Les Haycox. If a bloke could manage to stay in the ring for a few minutes with one of these characters he could earn a few bob. Usually, though, all most people got was a bloody nose.

  This particular night no one was keen to go up and fight any of these guys. So the bloke on the stand says, ‘Right, come on, isn’t anyone going to fight?’ Ron pipes up and says, ‘Yes, I will.’ Well, they all laughed at him, this little kid, and the bloke said, ‘I think you’re a bit too small, sonny.’ So I shouted up that I would fight Ron. So we got in the booth and boxed each other. We had a hell of a scrap and were paid 2s 6d between us. My dad thought it was funny when he heard the story, but our mother was very upset and made us promise never to do anything like it again.

  Another good laugh came when my dad came home dead drunk one night. He crept through a window and went into the room we had converted into a gym. Unfortunately for him, he put his foot on the meat hook which was holding our punchball down. It went right through his foot and he was stuck there, cursing and swearing, until the doctor came to rescue him. We all had a bloody good laugh at him.

  In the winter of 1948 I won the London Schoolboys Boxing Championship at the West Ham public baths. I was fifteen and I had qualified to box for the title after a series of fights in the divisional championships. My father came with me on the journey by bus to West Ham from Bethnal Green.

  My first fight of the night was against a boy by the name of Patterson and I won comfortably on points. I rested in the dressing room before the final bout, which was for the championship itself. My opponent was called Roy Winterford. He was from West Ham, so he had the audience on his side. He got a tremendous roar when his name was announced. I could see he wasn’t a novice – he had badges on his shorts which indicated that he was an area champion. But when the bell went I felt calm and confident. He was awkward to fight because he was a southpaw, but by the end of the first round I was ahead on points.

  Then, in the second round, he caught me with a left hook to the solar plexus. It doesn’t matter how strong your stomach muscles are, a punch to this area will double you up. But I was determined not to show Roy Winterford I was hurt. So I bent my head forward and started to bob and weave to conceal the fact that I was doubled over in agony. The ploy worked and Winterford missed his opportunity, because I coasted through the round. I won on points and the referee declared me ‘Champion of London’.

  I was very proud, and so was my dad. ‘I wondered why you were bobbing and weaving with your head so much,’ he said afterwards. ‘I’d no idea he’d got you in the stomach.’

  On the way home on the bus all the streets were lit up by the street lights, and, as I looked out of the bus window, I said to myself, ‘I am champion of all those streets.’ It was a great feeling. When I got home and told my mum, she was very proud.

  I still have the badge that I got for winning the championship, which was to be worn on my shorts. Yes, that was a day I’ll always remember.

  So, you see, my life as a kid had its darker moments, but it also had moments of great happiness. There wasn’t a lot of trouble with the law, no more than in the life of any other East End kid at the time. Sure, Ron and I liked to have a scrap, but all the kids who lived in that area at that time liked to fight. I had a few clips round the ear from coppers, but nothing more serious than that.

  I get bloody upset when I read articles and books which say Ron and I had some curse over us when we were kids, that we were like children
of the Devil, that we were evil. We weren’t, we were just normal lads. Kids in the East End are probably not all that different now.

  Occasionally I thought about the incident with the bread van, but the only real trouble I actually got into with the law was when I was about twelve. I got done for firing a slug gun – a sort of air pistol – out of the window of a train. We were on our way back to London after a day out picnicking at Chingford in Essex. We were just mucking about in the compartment of the train and I opened the window and fired a few pellets out. The guard grabbed hold of me and locked me in his cabin. I was ‘under arrest’ for the first time.

  The police treated me like a hardened criminal. That was when I first really began to hate coppers. They went completely over the top and really upset my mum. It wasn’t as if I’d hit anyone or hurt anyone, but still they took me to court. I was lucky. I got off with a warning.

  The Reverend Hetherington, who ran a youth club near our home, spoke up for me in court – just as he did four years later, when I was sixteen and Ron and I got done for GBH (grievous bodily harm). The charge sheet stated that we caused GBH to Dennis Seigenberg, Walter Birch and Roy Harvey. The charges were read out in a small room at Hackney police station. There had been teenage gang warfare outside a dance hall in Mare Street in Hackney. Bike chains and coshes had been used by the rival gangs. It was a case of six of one, half a dozen of the other. Yes, we were involved, but so were they. But it was the Krays who were in bother, along with a couple of other lads, Tommy Organ from Bethnal Green and Pat Aucott, who came from Islington.

  A few months later they had us up at the Old Bailey. Dear Reverend Hetherington spoke up on our behalf and we were acquitted of the charges. In his book Profession of Violence John Pearson seems to be saying that Ron and I and the others actually waited for Harvey in an alleyway and then set about him. That isn’t true. Waiting in alleyways wasn’t our style – we were totally up front with our fighting. Nobody scared us. Neither is it true that we tried to intimidate a girl witness by threatening to razor her if she spoke against us. The Kray twins did many bad things over the years but hurting women and children was never our style.